mOod/feeLinG:» happie/just dandee!

sonG:» beyOncè - summertime

dayum bLeek:» ive never been on a pLane befOre!

well well well..its aLmost my last day in the US of A..i will soon be departinG and on my way to germany in 15 hOurs..yes yes..my fLiGht leaves at 12am..yerp..i cant wait!..yeah i wud tell you guys how my weeks went..but thad be like a biG ass entreee..and i still kinda gotta pack..but yeah...shOuts to my bOoger [my luv] geLisSa..[my gOd sister/cousin?] len²..[my bLob] bObert..vebby..steph..seeepOOp...neeLoO..erika..buddah maan....thOse are basically the peopLe i spent my past weeks wid....luff you guys..

fcuk!i leave tomorrow..and my packaGe wid my cd pLayer didnt come in the maiL yet!..thOse fcukers sed 2-3 business days!...i ordered it on MONDAY...and it sed that they started sendinG it on WEDNESDAY...and its STILL not fcukinG here!..Shit!...ima have to use a fcukinG uGLy ass cd pLayer now..fcuk!..

[[oO yeah and there`s like nO drinkinG aGe in eurOpe!..how freekin hOt is that!?..Oo and i wanna drive on the audubOn hiGhway thinGy and gO like 200 mph..i`ll rOb a saab or a mercedeez and gO wiLd! i`D rOb a ferrari..but thats itaLian..hehe. [i`ll think of you bLobert when/if i accompLish my gOaL! ]..sOo you peopLe want shOt gLasses..fLags...german beer and wine...a shit lOad of chocOlate..pictures..and maGnets?..lOlz..aiiGht chall no dOubt...aLriGhty then..thas a rap..ima gO pack nOw..i love you guys..see yahs in abOut 2 weeks or sO...lick yall later sweetnezZ..`mwak

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mOod/feeLinG:» aiiGht/TIRED!

sonGz:» goo goO dolls - iris

dayum bLeek:» im exhausted!

sheesh..soo many thinGs to do..so liL time in one day..well to recap my week..it was colleGe [sinGinG]schOoL [to learn]...colleGe [sinGinG for Germany]..school [for volleyball]..chilltime..then hOmO..a totaL of 5 dollars a day for transpOrtation..aLONe! its riDICKulous!..but its all wOrth it.

shit budeee why cudnt our lives be as simpLe as it was in the summertime [beyOncè].... o wells..i`ll be aiiGht..hey if you can be jeaLous bout shit... i can be jeaLous over you too...but its all gOod now..im not gunna fall in too deep...i`ll do me just like you`re doinG you ma..

taLkinG to my beby steph i`ll lick you guys later..`mwak

bLob has a new car yaAy!..we gonna sOop it up!..

[eDit] o914o3

wellz..i dont knoe whether to buy this portabLe mD/mp3 pLayer..or this reGuLar portabLe cd pLayer..i wanna get the mD/mp3..cuz its small..and it can hoLd many sonGs and wat not..but then aGain.. i wanna just get a reGuLar cd pLayer..cuz i aLready have a whoLe bunch of cds..and im too lazeee to make mD cDs all over aGain..na mean?..but i denO..we`ll see what happends!.

onLee 9 days left till my trip to eurOpe! [germany]..i cant wait!!!..i`ve never been on a pLane b4! lOlz.[denese]..but yeah its gunna be soo kooL!..curfew is at 10.30 pm..[so is that OUR time or THEIR time?]..hahaha [erika]..does it matter boo? ..but yeap..ima gO shoppinG this week for some other stuff that i dont need for the trip..[like sneekers..perfume..'tOys'..LMBO!..cLothes]..yeap..im spOiLed..let me be!..i think momanG and popanG are spendinG a totaL of $1,600 for this 8-9 day trip...its ridicuLous isnt it?...

uMmk..sOo i hOpe everyone is havinG a spLendid time at schooL/work..[i knoe jay is]..hehe.how much an hOur jay?..yeah and IM spoiLed?? .take kare everyone..and stay safe..use protection..god bLess.`mwak

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mOod/feeLinG:» aiiGht/TIRED!

sonGz:» beyOncè ft.luther vandross - the cLoser i get to you

dayum bLeek:» finally! nO mOre rain!

well well well..today was my first day of schoOl..[once aGain]..wow..today turned out to be a spLedid i miGht say!!..cept for the fact that i had to run a lot in volleyball..and erika misLed me..trynna make me nOt go to germany?..lOlz...she made my life a liL more difficuLt by misLeadinG me into the WRONG HR...shit you`re sLow!..uGgh.shes so whoreabLe...its okie tho..[devOrce?]...haha maria..''SHHH!!..she`ll get mad! if someone eLse is talkin other than me!''..

wOw..i can get away wid murder in my schOol!..[riGht wally?]..eheh..its goOd to be knOwn and to be a v·i·p..you dont get checked by security at the metaL detectOr..you dont gotta take off your bandanas or your fitteds..you get to fLaunt arOund your celly hanGinG off your beLt.[and even use it in the halls].you get to waLk arOund the halls..and leave the schoOl wid nO passes,nO nuttin.yOu get to be lOud as fcuk and make all the security guards chill and be loud as hell wid you.you get to gO into anyones cLass if you have a free period..[or even if you dont].haha.most importantLy,you get to be cooL as fcuk wid your guidance,deans,vice and pricipaL,security,and janitOrs!!....

yeah all that i mentioned was alllllll me.(o=.dayum ms.p.. if you`re readinG this..you aLmost made me cry cuz im leavinG!..uGgh and its onLee the first day..imaGine..the last day....i love you guys!.

hope you guys are setteLed into your new cLasses and/or jObs.gOod luck this year everybOdee..have a GREAT one..and make it wOrth whiLe!!..i sure as hell am![its my last year to rOck the bOat!].

[bLob]..im prayinG for mom..everythinGs gunna be aLriGht...everythinG`s gunna be ok!.just trust in the lord.i love you guys! `mwak

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mOod/feeLinG:» aiiGht/tired.

sonGz:» beyOncè ft.luther vandross - the cLoser i get to you

dayum bLeek:» yes it is funny how she could onLy take what i said for face vaLue, and listen without HEARING what it really meant, and hearinG what SHE onLy wanted to hear..[misinterpretation is NOT the key]

well well well..what is up my beautifuL homesLices!?..well this week was interestinG..lets see...sLept over my baby liL camille`s hOuse on on saturday..so we can ''bOnd'' and so she can dO my hair for sunday..we gOt ready to go to anniebOob`z cotillion..meLoOOoody and ateh sexxx [nina] met up wid us so we can all be ''fasionabLy..earLy or Late guys??''..haha..we thouGht we were late..but late would have been 9..when the party actually started!..it was fuun (o=..her meL.. i guess SOME OF US decided to break our promises that niGht! its all tim`s fauLt!..haha..o and thankz for beinG apart of my liL drama that i had..i needed someone like you to be there for me [and bObert to!] i love yous!..''dont chain smoke damnit!!''...haaha..ateh ninz...did you or did you NOT use protection!?..lOlz..jk..i know you did..hahahaa JK.. i mean..uGgh..soo omG yeah that was the gurL of my dreams!..[neve campbell?]..you me,meL,eLiza are really bad at takinG fake pikz!..wOw..that smiLe maan! uGgh i mean you even saw that smiLe..and you were the bLindest geezer there!..hehe.shes mine! you cant have her dayumit! .annnnne we left your gift at home on ''purpOse'' love! ..honest to bOb!..(O=...3 thumbs up on the smashinG party darLin!.happie sweet sexteen anak!.

bLob..must i really give you a dedication!?..uGh you`re like my best friend.. i dont think i need to give you a dedication!..do i wont give you a dedication!..im not writinG you a dedication! [lOlz..im just mOckinG you on the v maiL you gave me earLier.]..but i really needed you last niGht to comfort me and to get my mind riGht..and but ofcourse..you never faiLed me..so thankyou for that.sometimes you know the riGht path to go thru, you just need a hand to hold along the way.....just because. i love you maaaaaan!...but yeah..bottom line..NO dedications dayumit!!..ugGh i quit!

dona dear.. i knew we had taLked aLready..but i dont think it really came to a finaL concLusion..do you?..it's funny because it HURTS to be charged as guilty when the innocent havent even spoken.. or atleast have no chance to.

like i sed last niGht..i knoe it hurts d...but the onLy reason why it hurted you..was cuz you hurt me first..if you wud have just went wid me as pLanned that day.. i dont think anybody would have gotten hurt at any cost..or even be in this situation..i dont knoe if you understood that..but if you dont then we`ll cLarify it face to face..cuz it`ll be a lonG ass entry if i xpLained it...and maybe you havnt spoken..or had the chance to because personally i think any human beinG would think two months.is a good enouGh time to give someone the chance to speak.na mean? and for the future:i`ll stop assuminG the day i`m wronG about assuminG.and if i just let it be.nothinG will ever appear to happen..unLess it was pLanned.but how wud i know it was pLanned unLess i assumed it?!

lOl.im juss buggin..omG moOd twist: enouGh wid this shit..instead of me takinG all this dramatic bull to the extream seriousness of it all..i`ll make it a jOke so it can be fun and amusinG..so in the end no one..has to stress..so in the words of my dear stephy..just FUCK THE BULLSHIT..and thats that..just drOp the whoLe case.cuz its givinG me pimpLes!!..and im tired of it.im fcukin tired of cryin cuz of this shit...but its ok to cry..cuz if it wasnt ok to cry..God wud have put a limit to all your tears..but he didnt..so cry me a river will ya?!.

[shit..talk about beinG a gemini..whew]

..k..comedy cLub tomorrow wid our \V¤II¤IP passes!..sorry will you gotta pay the full extent....it`ll be worth it thO!!.yaAy! dayum shef. you HAD to have your rOad test the next day!?..i guess i shudnt of rescheduLed my appt. for my road test..if i onLy knew they had CHANGED THE DATE TO GERMANY!!.UGH!!!!!!!!!!

sOo..

oriGinaL fLiGht to Germany..sept22nd..

oriGinaL date of road test sept23rd..

rescheduaLed date for fLight to Germany..sept24th..

rescheduaLed date of road test oct10th

ugGh i was soo heated!!.i wudda been drivinG aLone for ONE WHOLE DAY b4 my fLiGht to germany.[in the words or erika]..lOlz..wow i ended the entry wid your name..be happie whore.(o=.. i wanna see my chiLd! wheres my dauGhter?!.she better be at the meetinG on the 3rd...or i`ll call DIEfuss on your ass chik.

in concLusion, love is a many spLendid thinG..love lifts us up where we beLonG..all you need is love

»»»» gimmie e druGz dayumit!!!  «««

mOod/feeLinG:» okie/SOAR/cramped/tired

sonGz:» evanescence - my immortaL [bLob u killed that sonG!]

dayum bLeek:» im soo tired! i dont want to move! rob pik me up so i can feeL the suspension of your truck..[eww nasty]

immmmmmmmm sooooooooo sooooooooaaaaarrrr!!!! v ball, b ball, stairs, tai chi, tae bo, and aerobics all in one day is hell..but i enjOyed it ..